This has been a totally fascinating week.
yeah, right.


thanks yenni super much x infinite! for th encouraging sms.
you know i'll always treasure our friendship :)


Monday started as per norm.
& Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday.
Went shopping w darling huimei on thursday.
We wanted t get new water bottles.
but we couldn't bear t buy new ones.
memories can be attached t inanimate objects.
i remember my bottle, baking in th hot sun during ATC(s),
camps & such.
& it withstood th sun, being dropped from a height.
& manymanyMANY people drinking from it.
I'm serious, i can say offhand at least 50 people have drunk from it. ><
haa, now my friends will prolly be afraid t drink from my bottle now ><
anyway.
me & huimei strolled around compass point.
ate longjohn, went t body shop.
we spritzed perfumes on th perfume strip thing ( right now i can't remember what it's called ;) )
went home happy :)
Friday. I used t love fridays.
Because of Guides, & others.
However, I'm bringing more clothes than books on friday.
& it weighs a TON.
thanks Jiayi, Monique, Ken for sorta kinda accompanying me home ytd ><
& thanks Ken & JiaYi for helping me carry my bag. :) heavy uh.
i saw th look on their faces when they carried it.
sorry & thanks. (:
went t some sorta dinner thing.
okay la.
shook hands w mr Michael Palmer.
haa, okay.
went back early thou.
was exhausted.
Cos Guides, we went t sunlove.
missed th old folks thre.

'Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone'
this song lyric holds promise for me. wishes and dreams
I really wanna get away, t another place.
whre thre are no problems, no stress, just fun & laughter.
nobody laughing at me, or mocking me.
idk, does a place even exist?

I'm afraid.
of all th things i stand t lose,
my friends, my ever-loving ones.
i can't imagine life w/out them, i really can't.
bear & bear w it, that's my mantra for th past fifteen years of my life.
ohmygod, im now gonna reach my sweet sixteen.
life passes by real quick.
i remember, when i was p2, suddenly looking at th corridors that threatened t engulf me.
thinking, im stuck in this schl for another 4 years, how sad'
& remembering crying at my graduation.
i saw miss vim th other day, before CNY.
memories flooded my mind.
my classmates, they were'nt very friendly w me.
that's why i came t sks so guarded.
until sec2, i didn't really believe in forever friends.
friends closer t me will know why.
but now, looking at th friends around me.
i feel so blessed.

xoxo, shumei.