posted : Sunday, July 18, 2010
title : Well.
How to say this.
Turning 17 is looming upon me. although 17 is not a big deal, i feel my teenage years slipping away. so many responsibilities are piling up, with all the naivety and innocence floating away. I love my friends really. yesterday we played sparklers. and they wrote my name! so sweet of them. its been a long time since anyone did that. heck, i think its the first damn time. how to be nice when there's always someone nicer, how to be pretty when there's always someone prettier, how to love you when i know that there will always be someone else, who's prettier, nicer, and skinnier than me. fuck it, why am i so emotional. going out with jiahui & xuezhen and idk who else later, but from the bottom of my heart, i want to say a simple thank you for turning 17 with me. xoxo |