posted : Monday, February 28, 2011
title : Envy
Was reading Huda, one of my juniors in secondary school's tumblr.
She moved to Perth to study overseas, something I wish that I could have but i dont think i ever can cos my family can't afford it. Her tumblr's so sad. she misses her boyfriend. a lot. I wish I had someone to miss. I feel sad for her. And it got me thinking. What if, my dream really happened? Wouldn't I miss my family and friends too? I would. I don't know how Aishah does it. In fact, just thinking about leaving everyone I love behind, brings tears to my eyes. But, going overseas to study has been a dream of mine since I was a lil girl. I can't imagine giving that up now. Giving up that dream, means that I've nothing to look forward to.. I don't know. I'm really confused. I need to go back to studying IPRA. I shall. Bye. |